Tuesday, 16 December 2008

This is not just a night in...

Hubby and I had an amazing evening last night. We curled up with a DVD and a bottle of wine. It was like an festive M&S advert. But with regional accents.


We are siblings really. I have given up on sex now because, he doesn't really want to make love anyone. Bless the lad. We got quite drunk, almost accidentally, after finishing almost two full bottles of Merlot. Still, the mood was relaxed and cosy, rather than hot and heavy.

I am starting to realise that perhaps this relationship, my marriage...it serves a different purpose to the one it used to. A long time ago, hubby and I gave each other everything we needed; security, intimacy, passion and loyalty. Now, although we are the best of friends, there isn't the same urgency around us.

It's not ideal. But I have invested so much time, money, love and effort in this relationship. I am not going to leave him.






I'm still waiting for James' correspodance. It's making me a bit edgy.

3 comments:

S said...

Sheila, I understand perfectly. That is how it is with my wife and I. I too have met somone from IE and life feels like it's started again.

Georgeous said...

I'm here too... so many shared experiences, so many shared experiences, so hard to break the connection, and yet...

Aurora said...

I just found this blog. I understand. I love the inbox(1) comment.
It sounds so similar to my experience. More like siblings. Sigh.